I know it is kinda late to post about my birth story with my baby girl
being over a month old and all, but I still think it would be a
wonderful experience to write about and look back on. I thought blogging
about it would be the perfect way to document it. Well lets see, it all
started when I woke up to do one of my many middle of the night
bathroom runs. I realized my undies were quite soaked. Sure enough the
smell of bleach filled my nostrils; my water had broke! It was 4:30 in
the morning, so I figured I had time to do a few things before we went
to the hospital. I excitedly woke up my husband and told him I was going
to jump in the shower. He was concerned at first, but I told him we had
plenty of time before it got serious. To my surprise the contractions
started right after my shower. They didn't hurt, but the nurse told me
to come in because my water had broke. So Jared and I headed to the
hospital still in denial that we would have our sweet baby girl in our
arms soon. It was just so hard to believe. We had been waiting for a
child of our very own for what seems like forever. I think due to my
miscarriage I was even more emotional with the whole process. While in the car I started to
tear up just thinking about meeting our rainbow baby. I tried to picture
our first meeting as mother and daughter in my head, but it just didn't
happen for some reason. Even though the picture didn't come, I knew it
was going to be the most beautiful thing ever. We arrived, and boy was I
in for a long day! I was hooked up to an IV (which I hated), but I
sucked it up. Jared and I walked around the hospital (the little circle
area that we could) and that is what consisted of most of my day. We
were trying to speed up the process, but it didn't seem to be working.
My contractions were getting stronger and closer together, but she
tricked us and decided that she wanted to be born on October 16th
instead of the 15th. I endured 18 hours without any medication, but
couldn't have done that without my God or Jared. I played worship music
and prayed to try to distract me from the pain. I also had an exercise
ball that was wonderful. Later on in the night we found out that deep
back massage helped sooth me. Every time I would have a contraction,
Jared got his hands ready. It really did help me with the contraction
pain. I had bruises from how hard I wanted him to press, but I would
take that pain instead any day. It hurt, but the pain was tolerable
until I became exhausted. Once midnight came, I was done. I asked for
the epidural and I am so happy I did! I'm glad I got to experience it
both ways, but I wouldn't of had the energy to push her out if I didn't
get it. I was so terrified to get the epidural because my stomach drops
every time I have to get a shot. Needles are not usually my friend, but
this needle was definitely the exception! I was able to finally fall
asleep, and the next morning at 9:06 a.m. she decided to grace us with
her presence! My original doctor was in surgery, but it worked out wonderful because I absolutely love the doctor that delivered Everlie. I pushed for an hour, which went by surprisingly fast. I
still had the epidural, so pushing was great in the beginning. The shot
began to wear off toward the end and I began to feel it, but I was VERY
determined to push her out. I had Jared, my mom and a ton of nurses and
doctors cheering me on. Words can't describe how I felt when they
finally put her on my chest. I balled like a baby and turned to see my
husband doing the same. We cried together and just stared at our new
daughter. Thankfulness and joy flooded my heart. It was a long labor,
but she was worth EVERY second. I didn't have to picture or imagine
anymore, God had given us a healthy baby girl to love on. Our biggest
dream had finally come true.
Introducing Everlie Brooke Van Nieuwenhuyzen:
Born on October 16, 2013
6 pounds 14 ounces
19 and a half inches long
9:06 a.m.
(don't mind our bed head and my tired face!)
I know it is kinda late to post about my birth story with my baby girl
being over a month old and all, but I still think it would be a
wonderful experience to write about and look back on. I thought blogging
about it would be the perfect way to document it. Well lets see, it all
started when I woke up to do one of my many middle of the night
bathroom runs. I realized my undies were quite soaked. Sure enough the
smell of bleach filled my nostrils; my water had broke! It was 4:30 in
the morning, so I figured I had time to do a few things before we went
to the hospital. I excitedly woke up my husband and told him I was going
to jump in the shower. He was concerned at first, but I told him we had
plenty of time before it got serious. To my surprise the contractions
started right after my shower. They didn't hurt, but the nurse told me
to come in because my water had broke. So Jared and I headed to the
hospital still in denial that we would have our sweet baby girl in our
arms soon. It was just so hard to believe. We had been waiting for a
child of our very own for what seems like forever. I think due to my
miscarriage I was even more emotional with the whole process. While in the car I started to
tear up just thinking about meeting our rainbow baby. I tried to picture
our first meeting as mother and daughter in my head, but it just didn't
happen for some reason. Even though the picture didn't come, I knew it
was going to be the most beautiful thing ever. We arrived, and boy was I
in for a long day! I was hooked up to an IV (which I hated), but I
sucked it up. Jared and I walked around the hospital (the little circle
area that we could) and that is what consisted of most of my day. We
were trying to speed up the process, but it didn't seem to be working.
My contractions were getting stronger and closer together, but she
tricked us and decided that she wanted to be born on October 16th
instead of the 15th. I endured 18 hours without any medication, but
couldn't have done that without my God or Jared. I played worship music
and prayed to try to distract me from the pain. I also had an exercise
ball that was wonderful. Later on in the night we found out that deep
back massage helped sooth me. Every time I would have a contraction,
Jared got his hands ready. It really did help me with the contraction
pain. I had bruises from how hard I wanted him to press, but I would
take that pain instead any day. It hurt, but the pain was tolerable
until I became exhausted. Once midnight came, I was done. I asked for
the epidural and I am so happy I did! I'm glad I got to experience it
both ways, but I wouldn't of had the energy to push her out if I didn't
get it. I was so terrified to get the epidural because my stomach drops
every time I have to get a shot. Needles are not usually my friend, but
this needle was definitely the exception! I was able to finally fall
asleep, and the next morning at 9:06 a.m. she decided to grace us with
her presence! My original doctor was in surgery, but it worked out wonderful because I absolutely love the doctor that delivered Everlie. I pushed for an hour, which went by surprisingly fast. I
still had the epidural, so pushing was great in the beginning. The shot
began to wear off toward the end and I began to feel it, but I was VERY
determined to push her out. I had Jared, my mom and a ton of nurses and
doctors cheering me on. Words can't describe how I felt when they
finally put her on my chest. I balled like a baby and turned to see my
husband doing the same. We cried together and just stared at our new
daughter. Thankfulness and joy flooded my heart. It was a long labor,
but she was worth EVERY second. I didn't have to picture or imagine
anymore, God had given us a healthy baby girl to love on. Our biggest
dream had finally come true.
Introducing Everlie Brooke Van Nieuwenhuyzen:
Born on October 16, 2013
6 pounds 14 ounces
19 and a half inches long
9:06 a.m.
(don't mind our bed head and my tired face!)
LOVE.
About me
Hello blog world, my name is Amanda and I love this beautiful life I have been blessed with! Here are a few things about me...
1. I love Jesus with all that I am! I will forever seek him and be his servant.
2. I got married to the man of my dreams at the age of 21.
3. I hope to have 3 children of my own & adopt 2.
4. One of my dreams is to travel the world. I have been to Louisiana,Seattle,Maui Hawaii,Oahu Hawaii, and many different parts of California and Mexico. Italy, and Greece will be our next stop!
Some other places that are on my top list are Ireland & Jerusalem.
5. Along with traveling, I dream of opening up a Christian camp someday. Where kiddos from all over can have fun and learn about Jesus.
6. I love photography, all sorts of music & movies, home decor, the beach, vintage themes,camping, the outdoors, and almost everything that has to do with summer!
7. I adore children and I have my bachelors degree in teaching (& my concentration is in English). I have my teaching credential and I'm so excited to see what God does with that in the future.
8. I am always up for randomness and adventures.
9. Country living is the life for me. Horses, beautiful sunrises & sunsets, lots of land to play, and extremely peaceful.
10. Skydiving is quite the rush, I loved It!
"OUR LOVE STORY"
JULY 10,2010
It sounds so lovey dovey, but it is a story that must be told because ladies & gents...
TRUE LOVE IS POSSIBLE!
Jared and I knew of each other through church and friends. We never talked, just saw one another at youth group a few times. Six months prior, I had been dumped by my first boyfriend. I had decided that boys were heart-breakers
and I was a loooong ways from getting married and finding the right guy. So I made the commitment to focus on God and school. During those six months God taught me so many things and I learned so much about myself.
Then one day, Jared (my husband) and one of our youth leaders decided to invite people to go skydiving with them. With skydiving being on my "life to do list" I jumped at the opportunity. He got the message out to all his friends, but no one else ended up going. It was just us three.
Crazy I know, but we were both excited to jump out of a plane! The day came, and we both were a little nervous. I began to think, "these two boys just might be the last two people I see alive" (i know,dramatic thought! lol). It was such an amazing experience
to be floating in the air. The drop was a huge rush, but then became very peaceful. After skydiving together, Jared and I just seemed to click. We had a ton of things in common, so he surly didn't waste anytime...he asked me to go on a date with him later that day.
He picked me up in a flashy red corvette, and took me to Tahoe Joes and to play some pool. He was so cute, and planned the entire thing. Everything was a surprise, and the last surprise was super romantic. He took me to knights ferry to star gaze...and yep...
there is where we shared our first kiss (Oh and I am DEFIANTLY not the type to kiss on the first date). I waited till I was 18 to even have my first boyfriend.
I could tell though that Jared was QUITE THE GUY, I could talk to him about ANYTHING and the way he talked about his relationship with God made my heart MELT. On the ride home from knights ferry he asked me to be his girlfriend. I
considered myself not ready to start a relationship just yet, so I told him I had to think about it. (He still jokes about it today that that was the longest drive home he ever had.) It wasn't awkward at all though because I explained to him
why. I prayed in my head about it the whole ride home, I was very hesitate to open my heart back up again to a boy that I barley knew. At the end of the drive I came to the conclusion that I should give him a shot, and get to know him more through our boyfriend
/girlfriend relationship. So after much back and forth thought, I said YES to being his girlfriend that night. It just so happened to be the best decision I have ever made; and I will forever remember that huge smile that lit up his face after I said yes.
We dated for 3 and a half years before we got married, but only because of my parents. We knew right away that we were meant to be husband and wife, but I knew my STRICT parents would never give us their blessing till I was done with all my schooling.
So we prayed LONG and HARD for what GOD wanted for us, and his timing was PERFECT! My parents didn't like God's timing because I was still in college,and it took them A VERY LONG time to come around (the ENTIRE 10 months).
BUT Jared proposed to me on a hike while watching the beautiful sunset and scenery, and so then... the wedding plans began! We got married ten months later in our beautiful small town church, and I couldn't be any happier! Jared shows me what it is like to love
like Jesus everyday.
GOD IS SOOOOO GOOD, and his timing is EVERYTHING! He certainly knows what he is doing!
Beautiful.
"Lord I am thirsty for more of you..."
1 Corinthians 13
PASSAGE: 1 If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
REFLECTION: I have chosen this passage to start off with because it one of my favorites. I love it so much that I even have "1 Corinthians 13" tatted on my foot! (My first and last tattoo). The reason I love this one a whole lot is because I see the world so
full of hate, hurt, and sin. It sounds cliche, but LOVE really is the cure for it all. If everyone loved the way God describes love here, this world would be a much better place! I know that following this love is no easy task, and I am certainly not perfect! This is the reason I decided to get the tattoo. It is
a beautiful reminder to me everyday...to not be proud or boast,to put others before myself, to be patient and to demonstrate this love to my husband every chance I get. It teaches to not hold grudges "it keeps no record of wrongs", it also teaches to not fall into the lies and evil of the world, but instead, love "rejoices in the truth".
It reminds me to trust God with everything because he is the truth and the way, and his love for us is more than I can fathom!It goes to show that we can have everything else, but If we don't have LOVE, then we have NOTHING.
My prayer is that everyone strives to love this way! SPREAD THE LOVE... IT'S CONTAGIOUS! :]
1 Peter 1:13-21
PASSAGE: 13 Therefore, with minds that are alert and fully sober, set your hope on the grace to be brought to you when Jesus Christ is revealed at his coming. 14 As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. 15 But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; 16 for it is written: “Be holy, because I am holy.”
17 Since you call on a Father who judges each person’s work impartially, live out your time as foreigners here in reverent fear. 18 For you know that it was not with perishable things such as silver or gold that you were redeemed from the empty way of life handed down to you from your ancestors, 19 but with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect.
20 He was chosen before the creation of the world, but was revealed in these last times for your sake. 21 Through him you believe in God, who raised him from the dead and glorified him, and so your faith and hope are in God.
REFLECTION: With crazy schedules, world materials, and so many distractions, it is so easy to forget what God did for us. He sent his only son Jesus to die on the cross for OUR sins. I can't stress enough how thankful I am for his ultimate sacrifice. I
was able to take communion yesterday at church,and every time I do so, the image of Jesus dying on the cross really hits me. But I think that it is important to not only remember when we take communion, but to remember this sacrifice every second. This passage is a great reminder of this as well. I am fully guilty of
worrying about things when I shouldn't. I know that God has his plan and I know that if I follow and trust him completely everything will work out the way it is suppose to. We are human, so of course worrying is in our nature, but God is always there to remind us
that he has bigger plans. The bible says no one knows the hour or day of his coming, so we should ALWAYS be ready for him. He is a just and fair God who knows what is best for us. So my prayer is that everyone remembers this ultimate sacrifice constantly, and takes
the time to build their relationship with God. This world and all the worldly things is no comparison to what Heaven will be like. So when it seems like your world is crashing down or everything is going wrong, remember God has better things ahead for us. “Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken,
let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our ’God is a consuming fire.’” Hebrews 12:29-29
Luke 18:1-10
PASSAGE: 1 Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. 2 He said: “In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared what people thought.
3 And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, ‘Grant me justice against my adversary.’ 4 “For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, ‘Even though I don’t fear God or care what people think,
5 yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won’t eventually come and attack me!’” 6 And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. 7 And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones,
who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? 8 I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?”
REFLECTION: God teaches a lot with this passage. In church we talked about how it teaches patience, to not give up, and to be bold in prayer. Prayer is such an important part of life, it is conversation with God. As I get to know God more, I realize how much
I need to talk with him daily. God tells this parable to encourage his disciples to pray and not give up. Our prayers don't always get answered right away, and I believe that is how God teaches patience. Prayer should not only be about asking, but also about having a thankful heart.
When I was living with my parents It was so hard for me to wait. I would pray that God would give me more freedom and bring me closer to my parents. It took years and years, but he answered my prayers. It took awhile for me to come to this conclusion, but what got me through all my tough times,
was having that thankful heart. I would thank God that I had a warm bed at night, and think to myself how worse off I could of have been. But God's mercy and grace saves me. I know during tough times and horrible circumstances, we can tend to give up and be mad at God
for putting us through trials, but everything happens for a reason..and prayer is a powerful thing!!! If we truly believe and hope in him, our hearts will mend,
we are forgiven, and we will feel his love surround us. I know that as a human being, I will never be worthy of his beautiful love, but he loves me anyways. This concept is so amazing to me because no matter how many times I fail of fall short, I know that
he will never leave my side. Knowing that my father loves me so much, makes me what to do all that I can for him. I know it is hard to wait, but keep those prayers going! THANK YOU LORD FOR YOUR MERCY AND GRACE!
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